Ya know Steve???, .... I struggled in the beginning too ... til I experienced great defeat and looked up from the very bottom of the pit ... I then came to know, beyond all doubt, that I could not do this on my own ... and at that moment, I poured everything I had into recovery .... I KNEW I had reached the point where I'd go to any length to get and stay sober ...
We're walking in the very same shoes ...
It's so great to see you back ... ... ...
Love ya man and God Bless, Pappy
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
A guy we knew recently went back out there and yesterday he leapt off a balcony and ended it.
Many of us felt that amount of shame but those of us that made it had better be thanking the holy fucking lord that we caught a glimpse of his grace just in time.
I hopped off that hopeless merry-go-round with the help of aa and its daily reprieves.
