Hello to one and all. I am sober since Thursday May 5th....3d day. This is the most sober time I have had in at least 4 yrs. I think I had to hit bottom more that once. Each time I reach the gutter it gets harder and harder and the bruises become more serious.

This time I plan to do less talking and more listening. So happy to have family who care enough about me to tell me to get help.

God knows I have let them down one at a time.

Now I am a Grandma and my son won't let me see my Grand-daughter until I get some sober time in.

My husband is about to leave me and my life is in utter ciaos. So say a prayer for me and God grand me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.