you just had to make me cry didn't you ...

I could never find the words to express the immense love I have found in those here on this board ... this makes it worthwhile to live through the pain ... (OK, let me rethink that one, LOL ... the pain is pretty bad) ... the Doc set me up for 2 more tests, one of which requires doing it in the O.R. in the hospital ... told him I sure as heck didn't want to be awake for that one ...

PSA test came back great from the blood test yesterday, so they don't think its cancer coming back, at least not yet ... hopefully they'll find the cause and fix me up ... taking meds as prescribed ... years ago I'd have jumped at the chance to overdo them, but today, I try to get by on as few as possible (pain meds) ...


God, I love youse guys,
God Bless,
Pappy

Pap you know how to work the relationship with HP and you know and know that you know that HP does work in weird and mysterious ways.  I know that and have experienced healing and sobriety from angles that only HP can dream up.  I know you keep yourself open and ready for HP's involvement in your life.   Keep on keeping on my brother...keep doing your part.  My prayer is that you will continue to find the faith and willingness and courage to keep doing HIS WORK here while He keeps doing his part in your life.   (((((hugs)))))    Ho`omaika`I   blessings

Always in my thoughts.

The day I come around and pappy isn't here is not something I even want to think about.

Thanks a million guys ... wish I felt more like chatting ... it DOES make me feel a bit better knowing I have true friends who really care ... THAT means more than I can put into words ... love y'all ...