May 17 1979, Was the last time I found it necessary to drink.
It was a decent drunk as drunks go. Three days later all Hell Literally broke loose.
The demons would not back down. Laughed at my puny pistol. I called the cops on myself. They say No way, Hose'.
The cops give me a member of A.A. phone number. I call it. He knows of demons, He remembers his own.
He says to get out of the house. I says They won't let me . He says they have to cause now there is we.
I says WE ??? He says yes we ------- Two of us together. Next thing I remember it is eight the next morning. I am per his instruction waiting at a small cafe.
I see him come through the door. He sits three stools down, asks a few questions, I answer. He says your ready. Your Ready.
It's on -- He makes a call -------- It's still on. On today. On now.
I cannot take ownership of this sobriety. I do not wish to.
No word to express the obsession being removed.
Today I carry all of my life with me in this moment.
