I tried that a couple times ... I never could get it right either, cause I had an idiot for a sponsor, LOL ... thought I knew what I was do'n when I didn't have a clue, LOL ...
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
Same experience here Pappy! It's hard to navigate the recovery trail when we've never been down it. That's why a Sponsor is so vitally important. They've been down that trail and can assist us in our travels.