You mean that being focusing solely on my needs, my wants, my desires, my suffering, and my problems with total disregard for other people isn't going to make me a happier person? Nooooooo!!! ;)
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When every situation which life can offer is turned to the profit of spiritual growth, no situation can really be a bad one.-Paul Brunton
LOL, ... good come back ... yeah, I was kinda like try to knock a wall down with my head to have what I knew would make me happy ... only thing is, the wall is still there and all I accomplished was getting a real bad headache ...
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