I was cleaning up my house as I am preparing to move, and I found an old journal, it was actually one of the many journals I started as an attempt to help myself recover.
It goes " Its Jan 01 2013, I need to stop my drinking now, I need help, I cannot continue like this, I either have to stop drinking or kill myself ... "
It was crazy to see how my mind was just a year ago, and the self struggle I was going through. I am so greatful to be no where near that place now.
Aren't those surprises great!! finding an "old" journal and getting a look back at then comparing it to now is great. I hope you get a look at all the nooks and crannies of this journey cause that will be reviewing a miracle. good on you!! Keep coming back.