Got a lot accomplished today. Have to job interviews lined up thank you God. Speaking commitment was awesome last nite. Settling in for the evening now.
I am late in reading this...I hope that you can remember the good feelings you had and was that "speaking commitment" related to AA by any chance. If so, could it be that you felt you were helping other alcoholics and that gave you the warm and fuzzies? I love helping others and if I wasn't do things to feel like I was trying to help others, and still so much into myself like I was when I first got sober, I don't know if I would be sober now. It really has helped me get out of my own "problems" that's for sure.
