Thanks to all and to the higher power I do not understand - xxxoxoxoxoo Went back and read my first posts - so many faces gone now - so many faces still here. I used to think there was hope for anyone if I could do it. But I don't have to think I'm the worst anymore, and sometimes I get to think I'm not the best too! LOL What a relief to be just one of many, part of the whole, equal in every way - just a drunk who couldn't get drunk enough anymore and just gave up.... and in doing so found freedom.
So grateful to be free. Thanks all :)
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Thanks for everything. Peace and Love on your journey.