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I  was  just  sitting  here  thinking  about  my  favorite  activities  that  I used  to  do  when  I  was  drinking.  One  of  my  favorites  was  art.  I  would  have  a  few  beers  and  get  out  my  sketchpad  and  draw  stuff.  I  had  convinced  myself  that  the  beer  would  steady  my  hand  and  it  seemed  to,  from  beers  2  through  6,  but  after  9  or  twelve  or  more,  forget  it  the  drawing  was  ruined.  Since  sobriety,  I  still  draw  a little,  but  not  nearly  as  much.

But,  the  art  that  I  do   now,  I  can  say  it  is  worthy  to  keep  and  frame.  I  just  wondered  what  any  of  ya'll  has  to  share  about  this  sort  of  thing?  Some  people  drank  and  cooked,  drank  and  worked  on  cars.  What's  your

take  on  this  matter?  hmm  ricky61



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I read somewhere, and I agree, that early on, a couple drinks did open the mind to an expanded view of things, including being more artistic or more efficient at whatever it was we did ... However, if we go beyond that first few drinks, then a rushing crash to earth is inevitable ... Also, as we abuse the alcohol and age, the mind and body loses most, if not all, ability to be product on any level ...



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Hi and thanks for your share Ricky61. I picked up the guitar and started trying to teach myself. It had been years since I had taken lessons and I found that when I was drunk, I had that desire. However, it was by ear....I would turn on pandora or whatever that music station is called and strum along to real musicians. Haven't touched the thing since being sober and sometimes wish I would have more on an interest in it.
My dad was an incredible artist. He painted alot of times when he was drunk and I remember the paintings just not looking the same. It was very sad.
Good luck with your drawing. I have been creative baking/cooking in my sobriety. It has been very rewarding for me...not monetary but it is help my self-esteem.

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Long ago, I used to do many different things when under the influence of alcohol.  At the time, my perception was that it allowed me to relax and let my creativity flow.  I thought everything I did drunk was amazing.  Later on I found out that was merely my perception.  Alcoholism is a disease of deception.  Once I finally worked the 12 Steps and experienced a spiritual awakening, I was doing things under the influence of a Higher Power.  Those were the most amazing and miraculous things I've ever accomplished -- things that were far beyond my natural abilities.  God can do what I cannot.  Blessings to all, Mike D.



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Two things:

 

1. I used to drink and play keyboards in rock bands in the Hollywood rock scene in the 80's, then sobered up and continued doing that for several more years. It was waaay better sober than drunk. I never once had to run off stage and puke behind the PA system in the middle of a song after I got sober. The managers of the clubs seemed to really appreciate that. smile

2. I have always had a fascination with the idea of traveling all over the world and really experiencing what is out there, really getting to see the whole world. When I was drinking I used to sit on a bar stool in my favorite local bar and tell my drinking buddies about all the places I was going to travel to, but I never even had enough gas money to get out of town. At one point while I was still drinking I managed to scrape together a cheap trip to Mexico (I live in California, so it's about the easiest kind of traveling anybody can do from here) and it was a major disaster. I could have easily killed myself, and it was a truly miserable experience......  After I got sober I really did start traveling and so far I've been to over 40 countries on every continent except Antarctica. I've found AA all over the world and it has been an amazing adventure. Next up - Ecuador, traveling by train through the Andes from Quito to Cuenca. I already know how to find the meetings there.

 



-- Edited by davep12and12 on Saturday 15th of February 2014 07:35:38 PM



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Dave,  I  too  did  the  music  thing  but  not  to the  extent  as  yourself.  I  bought  an  electric  guitar,  a  beautiful  Gibson  RD  Artist,  like  new  for  $600  bucks  back  in  '75  I think  it  was.  I  was  just  a  beginner,  not  with  drinking  but,  the  whole  guitar  thing.  I'd  get  drunk  late  at  night,  up  in  my  upstairs  bedroom  (stole  some  of  dad's  booze)  and  cranked  that  old  Crate  amp  up  as  high  as it  could  go,  I thought  it  sounded  great,  I  was  Jimi  Hendrix

in  my  opinion.  Well,  the  neighbors  weren't  so  pleased,  to  put  it  lightly.  I  can  still  picture  my  dad  yelling  at  me,  "turn  that  thing  DOWN !"  all  I  could  do  was   read  his  lips,  it  was  that  loud.  I  obliged  and  then  I  could  hear  him  saying  something  about " the  cops  are  gonna  knock  our  door  down."  God  bless  him...   Oh  and  I  must  add  there  was  alot  of  puking  going  on  then  too...huh.

Now  I  live  on  a  ranch  and  I  could  probably  get  away  with  that,  but  I  love  to  play  acoustic  guitar   almost  every  night  now,   for  and  hour  or  so  and  I  keep  it  mellow.  It  is  like  meditation  for  me,  it  keeps  me  sane.

Speaking  of  puking,  I  used  to  go  on  a  bus  full  of  drunks,  down  to  Oakland  to  watch  the  A's  play.   On   one  of  those  trips  we  all  started  drinking  in the  parking  lot,  in  the  morning,  before  we  even  got  on the  bus  to  go  to  the  game.  We  loaded  up,  hit  the  highway,  and  off  we  go.  I  was  sitting  about  halfway  down  the  isle  next  to  the  window.  I  was  looking  out  the  window  when  I  heard  someone  shout  out  "  Look  Out,  Incoming !"

I  looked  toward  the  front  of the  bus  and  here  comes  this  big  guy  with  his  face  white  as  a  sheet  and  cheeks  bulging,  and  well,  as  you  might  imagine,  he  didn't  make  it  to  the  restroom,  we  got  showered,  how  nice.

So,  when  I  travel,  I  sit  up  in  the  front  of  the  bus,   with  my  rain  parka  on,  across  from  the  big  guy,  and  I  give  him  plenty  of  space.  biggrin  



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davep12and12 wrote:

Two things:

 

1. I used to drink and play keyboards in rock bands in the Hollywood rock scene in the 80's, then sobered up and continued doing that for several more years. It was waaay better sober than drunk. I never once had to run off stage and puke behind the PA system in the middle of a song after I got sober. The managers of the clubs seemed to really appreciate that. smile

2. I have always had a fascination with the idea of traveling all over the world and really experiencing what is out there, really getting to see the whole world. When I was drinking I used to sit on a bar stool in my favorite local bar and tell my drinking buddies about all the places I was going to travel to, but I never even had enough gas money to get out of town. At one point while I was still drinking I managed to scrape together a cheap trip to Mexico (I live in California, so it's about the easiest kind of traveling anybody can do from here) and it was a major disaster. I could have easily killed myself, and it was a truly miserable experience......  After I got sober I really did start traveling and so far I've been to over 40 countries on every continent except Antarctica. I've found AA all over the world and it has been an amazing adventure. Next up - Ecuador, traveling by train through the Andes from Quito to Cuenca. I already know how to find the meetings there.

 



-- Edited by davep12and12 on Saturday 15th of February 2014 07:35:38 PM



-- Edited by davep12and12 on Saturday 15th of February 2014 07:36:19 PM


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Pythonpappy wrote:

 


 

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You bet, will do!!



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