Yes it's a minefield out there. There are bombs bumps and traps everywhere.
So this morning all is as it should be, isn't it.
not as I want it to be but as it should be.
all I have to do with it is to fit myself around it.
the automatic heat came on as it should.
the alarm woke me for the first time in days
the toothache is subsiding
I slept all night.
I've been getting to know someone.
I know nothing is forever (I used to think it was) everything changes. Love. Life. Health. Wealth. People. Places. Things.
I have a busy catching up day ahead.
time to start the day....again....because I had five minutes of poor me first thing so sod that, lets start the day over (see above).
good morning scotland. How are you today. God grant me...
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It's not having what you want, it's wanting what you got. BB
Sounds like my past few days! I was running on self will and trying to fit life into my tiny world and desires. Instead of me fitting in with the vastness of life. Fear- control- selfwill. I processed it and came to realize the power of Step 2 and 3. I lost that for a few days. It was MY show. Damnit- I hate when that happens. Good to hear you started you day over Bill. No need to get stuck in that rut. If you're like me, if stay there long enough you'll furnish it. Thanks BB.
Mike d. Hit the nail right on the head there. Thanks.
philipld....it's a bugger I know. This too will pass is a saying I hang onto. When I was getting divorced my sponsor told me to write down all the reasons and the way I felt. Because after a while the rose tinted glasses come on and I need to remind myself of how it was.
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It's not having what you want, it's wanting what you got. BB
Damnit- I hate when that happens. 
Good to hear you started you day over Bill. No need to get stuck in that rut. If you're like me, if stay there long enough you'll furnish it. 
Thanks BB.