I drank a lot for 5 years (all day everyday for most of the time) and have been clean for 33 days and 63 of the last 67. I am worried about my liver, pancreas and other organs. I hope my tests comeback okay but I am worried. Anyone else been where I am at?
No sense worring, it won't change the outcome of the test. Chance are you're fine because you're not in hospital. . I found out that I had Hep C shortly after my 1 year sober. Still have it 23 years later. Good news, since I stayed clean, sober, and nicotine free, it hasn't bothered me a bit.
Dean's reply was a good one and I can add from what I was given in recovery that getting off and stayin off the booze and my body would return to health because it was alway trying in the first place.
Yesterday, I worked for 7 hours straight scrubbing a floor from black to white that hadn't been cleaned in 3 yrs. My body is in shock, but in a good sore muscle way.
Last year at this time, I couldn't do that for 30 minutes without feeling like I was going to die - for real - and having to stop and call it quits. I was about 2 months sober - now a year and 2 months sober... I can wake up and go another 7 hours and it feels good! From there I worked all night moving furniture and boxes in preparation for my brother to come home for the first time with a significant other. I'm excited at the prospect that this week will be full of situations I will intuitively know how to handle, which used to baffle me... bottom line - free of the bondage of self, and most of all... fear.
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Thanks for everything. Peace and Love on your journey.
Hey Provo, Hang tight. Many times waiting for the tests makes you sick! Its going to be fine. I am not a Doctor, but the body is pretty resilient, and 5 years is in your favor verses 10 or 15 years. Prayer sent for a good outcome. Tom
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Hey, don't worry about the tests, like Dean said, 'worry' won't change the outcome ... The Human body really is pretty resilient, and it will repair itself, given half a chance ...
When I went into my last rehab, my liver panel showed liver failure in all categories, I was turning yellow with jaundice ... ... ... Today, old age is my enemy (by the grace of God and AA) ... LOL
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