You have already travelled the road before my brother .Just For Today keep thinking of what you will do different this time around...You'll want this and will do what it takes to get there. In support and prayer..........
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Selfishness-self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our troubles.
You can do it! Glad to see you're hanging on... go have a good scream in the back yard. That's what I did. The chickens were a little scared, but otherwise... it was good to let that screaming out, and then I noticed... that sound went far far away, and then disappeared into the great unknown... where my HP was waiting and knew just what to do with it.
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Thanks for everything. Peace and Love on your journey.
I've heard it said many times at meetings with low attendance durning bad weather, "We would go out in this weather right now if we wanted a drink" Not trying to be a hard a$$, just please stay close with your HP tinight and pray for another day. As bad as it may get, have some pride in yourself and know that you are doing the right things. I have been having a rough couple of days, have been on night shift, and need a meeting, home group is meeting right now, damn I miss them!!! If you've been through this before, you know it will only grt better. My thoughts and prayers are with each and everyone of you, I cannot do this alone, and with this forum and my home group, I don't have to !!! Love to all !!
