After reading this I started to think that yes, at first I did these "chores" to stay alive. Today I just continue to so them because I like the way I feel when I do them.
Today I want to live this way.
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Rob
"There ain't no Coupe DeVille hiding in the bottom of a Cracker Jack Box."
You made me smile! "Rigorously honest" about myself???? Eyewww! "Confession of shortcomings"? GASP and Eyewwwwww.....Eyewwww....... "Restitution and thinking about OTHER PEOPLE"????? Eyewww....eyewww....eyewwww........I do ALL of these distasteful things under duress LOL! My "motivation" comes from being MORE afraid of booze...than I am of doing all of these terrifying things......Funny thing tho...these are the very things, that cause that ever freaky emotion....HAPPINESS! Blessing on all of you all!