Once we make a connection with our Higher Power, the ongoing problem is to hold on to it. Repeatedly we slip into our old ways of thinking and behaving. If not curtailed, eventually these will lead us back to that first fix, pill, or drink. We need only a word, thought, or familiar situation to get caught up again in an old habit.
We have to discover (and rediscover) that the old way of life has become impossible and the new one essential. We do this - and do it again - by praying, meditating, and working the Twelve Steps of recovery.
Ask yourself - Am I living the program?
Higher Power, help me avoid being smug and complacent in my new life. Remind me that old ways of living have become impossible for me.
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'Those who leave everything in God's hand will eventually see God's hand in everything.'
Oh yeah,continuing do the daily work keeps me from drifting back.Complaceny the enemy of those with substantial time free from active addiction. God, on top of all things first,helps me remain vigilante.Thanks Roger........
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Selfishness-self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our troubles.
I have spent a number of years not believing. I recently figured out it is more anger and resentment than actual disbelief. I have lost so many people in my life, so young and tragically. I have been told I am bad luck to know....yes, really! I finally came to the conclussion that while I have lost alot it is only because I had so much to lose. I have been incredibly blessed with good, kind people in my life. I think it's time to work through some of that pain.
