Hello all, haven't posted on hetre in a while, just an update. 4 months without a drink, and I feel great! Have been back to work for a while and am on night shift for the next few days, then vacation through Christmas. Haven't been to a meeting since Sunday night, but have been in contact with my sponser. Will be off for about 2 weeks through Christmas, and am not anxious about it at all. I pray constantly to God to get me through each day, and to continue to remove my desires to drink, and guess what?, it works!! I am looking foward to spending the holidays with my family sober, first time in at least 20 yrs. and am looking foward to it. I can honestly say that I am extremly grateful for this program and the people that I have come in contact with because of it. There is no way that I could have gotten to this point without AA, and strength from my higher power. I want to wish you all happy holidays, and to have faith and to remain focused on the task at hand, sobriety. You have to believe that it will work, I know that it will, I have personal experience with this miracle!! Love you all!!!! Keep those phone #s handy!!!