Hi I remember just getting out of the hospital after being sectioned for my own safety. And for the next year did 6-7 a week. I needed them. And I started to like seeing all my new found friends at all the different meetings too. So I through myself in loved it all and have been throwing my self in ever since. :} and its been a fair few years now :}
Take it easy..get to meetings listen to learn. Or learn to listen :}
Good luck keep coming back its the only way,Just let AA get into your heart. Google and read all you can too. it all helps I found this wonderful forum :}
Welcome to MIP LOADB, now your new life begins. Find a sponsor to take you through the steps. "We beg of you to be fearless and thorough from the very start. Half measures availed us nothing".
Don't drink one day at a time, get to meetings and do what the program asks even if it doesn't make sense to you right now. It won't lie and things will get clearer and better.
Welcome! I have found that the folks that wind up back in rehab are really only the ones that do not make it to meetings and that do not embrace a program. You can do this. It's not that hard and you have us and the rest of AA there to support you.
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Keep coming back. It works if you work it. So work it. You're worth it!
Welcome to MIP. Daily meetings, time spent with the Big Book, and a sponsor are the ingredients for working a great program. All the best to you. :)
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I think there's an invisible principle of living...if we believe we're guided through every step of our lives, we are. Its a lovely sight, watching it work.