When I was a little kid, barely old enough to walk, I used to dream of the day that I would grow up and be an alcoholic. As my life progressed, I longed for the time when I would be able to crash cars and almost kill myself and other people. When I was a teenager and beginning my career as an alcoholic, I loved learning to hug the toilet and puke until I bled. At that time, I thought to myself, "I hope some day I can go to A.A. meetings every night for two years and bury two sponsors!"
When I got married, I wished that I could make the woman who held my hand and said "I do" so miserable that she would attempt suicide on several occasions. I wanted children so she could raise them and I could deprive them of a father.
Eventually, all my dreams came true..........
--unknown
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* We eventually realize that just as the pains of alcoholism had to come before sobriety, emotional turmoil comes before serenity. *
When will that happen ? How will you grow up, (your words not mine) what are your dreams for tomorrow? Your dreams could come true, I hope my dreams could. tomorrow is a mistery bring it on.
love you in felleowship and may your god go with you
Sorry, hj, can't answer your questions. You'd have to ask the Author, and I have no clue who that would be. A friend emailed me this, I just thought it was fitting for the circumstances here of the last few days..Doll
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* We eventually realize that just as the pains of alcoholism had to come before sobriety, emotional turmoil comes before serenity. *
