I'm sorry, I don't mean to be so negative but sobriety better get more attractive pretty damn fast our I'm going to crawl inside a bottle and not come out until spring :(
Yep! Been there, done that...... The last few days haven't been a bed roses for me either, but I KNOW that drinking will NOT make it better...... Having to "deal" with all this "stuff" sober is hard for me because I don't think I've ever really "felt" ANYTHING sober. I drank for every single feeling I had, good, bad or indifferent..........But I"m hanging tough as Phil would say. Hope you do too......... sounds like now's a good time for a f2f. I went to one when I got off work and it helped. We had a newcomer, and her being there got me out of myself......... Keep posting, Tip.......... still pulling for ya.
Hugs,
Doll
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Doll's right, a f2f meeting is what you need if you haven't been to one tonight.Do you have any numbers of people in the program you can call? Read any Big Book today, you can read it on line...
And you know what, I'm proud of you , you know exactly how you are feeling, that's great. I'm feeling hungry, got to go get dinner on the table.
Hi Tipsy, See my reply to my 'Check in' Post. I was just over a year sober bofore I fell. I know that life is better without drink, it's far less painfull!
See ya
Chris.
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