You are appreciated, and loved, by each and every one of us, on this board.
You keep comming back, and you keep trying Gal. Thats what matters.... and you are a big
part of the support system we share here.
You do, what you gotta do for you, and noone judges you, or critisizes you,... because we all know. Weve been there.
We are all here for you, in any way we can be, and it is, a WE thing.
Hang Tough Gal!! Hang Tough!!
Love you much Wendy.
Lots and lots of hugs
Doll
Big Hugs Wendy! We're here when you want to talk about it.
Good night ! I'm a very tired human tonight...
((((((HUGS)))))))
GammyRose
awwweee,,,you don't know what it means to me...to come on here and see that i have friends, people who care
i can't tell you what i feel in my heart...to know that you care about me
i only wish i could care about myself as much
i don't feel like i'm in a bad spot right now, thats the wierd thing about it all
ya, i'm drinking, watching football, its the honey thing thats got me trapped i guess
alcoholism is a lonely disease, bottom line
in order for me to get out of myself it seems like i gotta be with someone else
and that someone else today i guess i isn't healthy for me
but,....
i like it all the same
drat
i just get tired of just being with me
get my drift??
i'm not out drinking up a storm, in the bar, making a fool outta myself, driving around...
blah, blah, blah....
excuses,,,justifucation, minimizing
yup
i am an alcoholic
and i like to drink
i can hold it at bay for so long...tell myself and others that all is well, but i feel like i'm fooling myself and everyone else
like i'm holding a caged cat...or monkey
and i gotta let it out every once in a while
today is that day i guess
a day that i feel like i'm accepting at the ultimate level...
more hugs, Wendy
progress not perfection the key god bless wagon
I'm not gonna say anything but that I love you and I'm here when you're ready to come back.
Email, IM, whatever...
Love, cheri
