Hi to all my Miracles in Progress friends, Miracle Toni checking in with good news.
My Radiation treatments are over with and from the pictures of what they did, long story, but looks like I will be C free.
Massive amounts of Radiation, and yes weak, tired and feeling so vulnerable, well I say that is HOW I should be feeling, but the truth is I feel like dancing the Gig....I also have tackled and beat out the smoking demon, so that's a double header..oops, add Sobriety, that makes it a triple winner, two solid months now, and the use of the Nicoderm patch, dont know if I could have done it without those patches, they are strong, ..and on top of all that good stuff, I am Sober....now can resume meetings, all the good things in life.
Think I am such a major scardy cat, so anxiety ridden, and all of this started back in September, now this September, God Willing, I can look forward to a 21st Sobriety Birthday.
Sure feels good to feel good again, and can start giving back what was so freely given to me, with GOD and AA's 12 Steps, for anyone new, I have always thought of those 12 steps, figuatively as a real staircase, from the very grim cluthes of a deadly disease that almost took me,(Rock bottom 24/7 black out drunk)many moons ago, slowly trudgeing upward, leading up and out into God's sunlight and freedom from what has held us back. If I have a problem, any problem, can study the 12 x 12 and see which step I am stuck on, never ending ending help for the recovering alcoholic...
AMEN and God Bless us all....
Ok that's me dancing the Gig, with my HP, whom I always choose to call GOD.
Tonicakes.
-- Edited by Just Toni on Thursday 28th of April 2011 05:46:46 PM
Wow! Great news!!! Rest and sleep peacefully with that news! I am sure prayers work and I know you were getting some very pure prayers from this bunch at MIP. Congrats Toni. I would like to also thank God with this news. Tom
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God bless Toni ,your courage are a true testimony of your faith and a picture of hope for us all....We are blessed to have you in our lives as we share our jpy and our pain,a day at a time.....
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