I have not posted here in a couple of weeks. I am still drinking, but not as much. I am going to be going to a conference in Washington DC this coming weekend. When I return I am probably going to check in to a detox center to get over my withdrawal effects and get off the beer. I would do it sooner, but this conference is a Marine Aquarium conference and most of the people party day and night. I don't want to go throug detox and then be tempted by seeing people partying everywhere I go in the Hotel. I will continue to check in and will let you know when I go into the detox center. Hopefully I will have internet access while I am there because I will really need your support while going through it.
I will talk to you all later. My wife and I are heading to the lake that is 1/4 mile from my house to go fishing.
Hey Smitty!! Wondered where you went to:) Good to see yu.
Gotta do what yu gotta do hu? You take care of yourself. All the best to you and your wife, and hope you get through the conference safely, and your plans work out.
Keep in touch. Phil
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The past couple of days have been really hard on me. I am going through the withdrawal effects of coming off my Lexipro, and I am out of the Xanax that was helping me with the alcohol withdrawal. I am going to try to get some more Xanax to get me through this conference this weekend, but I have a feeling I am going to be sick if I don't get some. I feel like my new mental health professional left me high and dry by not refilling ANY of my meds. I am coming down from too many things at once and my body is really taking a beating as a result. If I don't get something to help me feel better before going into detox I am going to have to skip out on the trip and throw away several hundred dollars in reservations.
