I dont like having to share everything on my mind
or do everything im told or be shown in a not so polite way how to do stuff i feel i should kno basicly - kno person likes to think he is bodily and mentally different from his fellows
 But hey we are i am Humility - i need as much as i can get altho it comes in many forms or im going to become grandious blocked 4 real next drunk with out  the bottle thats just the symptom my mind is the problem spiritualy sick or dead inside is no joke i kno being a person who relapsed after 7 months i thought i had shit figured out - but yet i was drunk and did not kno i have to continue to prey for willingness and humble myself as much as i can continue to look at my life 4th step and continued inventory 10th step or - selfish dishonest fear crop i need help with me my (MIND) is my (enemy) thats is where the dicease centers - i cant see my BLIND SPOT    Intensive work with other alcoholics MAX SERVICE something i kno i need, To STRIVE for GOD WILLING.