Thanks for the warm welcome all. I felt I'd be just as at home here as in meetings I physically go to. This is a great way for me to vent while I am at work as I work 7 days a week talk about keeping myself busy huh? I get this weekend off though for the holiday weekend, and am starting slowly very slowly on my fourth step.
With the help of AA, my sponsor and my own willingness and fearlessness I know i will get through it because I am determined to go through each of the steps, and practice them over the course of my life. I believe it is important for people to help and learn from others and this is just another way I am able to do that. Thank God for the www!