Hi my name is Bill I am a recovered alcoholic. How many times I say that in a day.I never wonder what people think when I say that . I also never care what they think when I sit down open my book and start studying.Or if I have some thing heavy and I had to write on it forth step style.the people who have shown me practical application.will say on the paper work do you want me to red line that for you ? The people who are just at a meeting to take will probably stay away .you know fellowship. I am not here for that we are people who would normally would not mix. My sponsor and I have nothing else in common.He is not my friend any more than my heart doctor ! I don't think I would go hang out with him talking baseball right be for he tries to save my life.just my experience.I continue to follow a man who has not lied to me. About applying these princibles.He knows absolutely every thing about me and so do a whole lot of other men in my support group.the main reason to show me what my dishonest mind won't let me see.and the other is freedom and if I can talk about me openingly its give some one else the courage to dump there's . We are not a glum lot! I never have to worry about anyone coming into a meeting talking about me and what I might have done or said and just like my forth I do not have to worry about my sponsor leaking cause he showed me that I am gonna tell it .it always helps some one.facts about me .freedom