"We do not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it." This is such a wonderful promise in the BB. In the beginning I always used to think I should have. That was still self will running riot. As I started to work the steps, I had begun to realise the wonderful gifts that God had yet to give me. His plan was perfect. This is how I took the 1st few steps. I can't. He can. I think I will let Him. Best decision I ever made. I actually don't want the red one now. I don't need it anymore.
Some times HP will get you the Red one Gonee...and sometimes even when you wanted the Red one but kill those expectations and practice gratitude as you have been over and over.
