This certainly is a great for recovery, to "steal" a line from Wendy!
I am wondering what is happening to me lately. I used to be a somewhat perfectionist, everything in order, now, things are a mess. My house looks like a goat exploded in it, I have no desire to wash the clothes yet from last weeks beach trip and I can't type, write or think worth a shit! (note how many times I've edited some posts). Seems as if I can't concentrate on anything for very long. I am "all over the place" in my mind and in my surroundings. Can't stay still physically either. And I found the gallon of milk in the cupboard this morning, instead of the fridge - that was stuff I did when I was drunk!
Is this a symptom of recovery? withdrawals, maybe?
Just all adjusting likely, and stages. Mind working overtime?
I put sugar in the fridge, go out on a taxi call and forget where Im going-water flowers outside when its raining-throw the cat in the dryer, after she falls into bath tub water--um--maybe on second thought I should see someone hu? hahaha
Youll be ok.:) Some days we got get up and go--some days we dont--some days we are in 20 different places at once--some days all over the map. Itll level out.
Stay cool:)
-- Edited by Phil at 09:07, 2005-08-03
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I just threw a tiny tanty cos I couldn't find the notes I made for one of my jobs. I was certain I shoved them in my wallet. Checked 5 times - not there. Began the big rummage through the bag, desk...out to the bike, checking saddle bags...came back in and did a few laps of the house...began systematically dropping everything off my desk, certain it had to under there somewhere. By the time my mate came in I was muttering and making fff noises. He looks down at the floor and asks real cheeky like, "Sooo, is this the new filing system you were talking about?"
I grit my teeth. "I have lost the contact details for this ruddy job"
He says: Well, where did you put it?.... I just stared at him thinking he might make a good filing cabinet, then said. Well, I put it in my wallet, but buggered if I know where it is now!
He grabs my wallet off the ground, flicks it open and pulls out the scrap of paper! This it?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!
I dunno how it happens mate...no idea. It just does. And we just have to grin and feel dumb for a bit...and then it happens to someone else, and it doesn't seem so bad.
Speaking of exploding goats...
I have a goat due to deliver, and am getting very excited. I love kidding time. There is nothing quite as wonderful as new life. Am hoping for twins, but will be happy with a healthy babe none the less.
Hi OP. Don't worry about it, it's normal. I've been sober almost a year now and today at work I was looking for my pencil for about 5 minutes, found it in my mouth!
It'll take a while for your brain to ajust to working without the alcohol, but it will ajust eventually.
Bye for now.
Chris.
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Thanks so much for your repliesl. I was beginning to think I was really losing it. I tried looking up "alcohol withdrawal" etc, but only found the actual DT's so Wendy, the link you sent is awesome. REALLY cleared up a lot for me, and the folks in my life who were beginning to worry too. Thanks so much...