Hey Phil, I want to thank everyone for their prayers, I felt them. Peace in the middle of the storm.
We found out Mon. that my husband will be going to a state rehab for 18 months, and this time I will have to move from my house. Can't afford to keep the property, soooo, I need the strength and courage to do what I must. I have cried, screamed, kicked, now I will do the next right thing.
Please continue to pray. I may be busy for the next week, but will be checking in .
Stay sober, keep going to meetings, and be grateful for what you have, that's my plan...
Kinda lost for words here Gammy. Got youre email. I guess the words that do come to mind right now are "expectations" and "hope"
I dont know why some things happen the way they do. Sometimes we put ourselves out there with everything we have, and things go for a dive. Ive had to look at situations in my life, sober, and have had to say "Hey" "Give it up" "This isnt all about me." "Out of my hands and control" Acceptance. Move on."
All I know for sure is that everything happens for a reason, and more will be revealed on a daily basis. And yu know? Thats really all I know for sure, and you guys taught me that.
I do know, that I will put myself out there again with hope and faith in todays and tomorrows even with risk involved, and itll be a whole new ball game. And the Big Boy upstairs will run it, and wele see where it leads.
I can sit here and say honestly Gammy that, I know exactly how you feel. Exactly.
The next right step? That pretty well sums it up doesnt it.?
You take care of you Gal, and God will take care of the rest, somehow. Love yu.
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