Funny thing once I started working on slowing my mind down and working on staying in today, I kept getting messages from my readings and a lead I heard, and some dern good advice from my family on here. At the meeting lastnight one lady shared on how she plans everything out and it never goes right and she while talking was getting frustated and sweating. I felt for her because that is how I was. Yes I spoke past tense if only doing this for a week, but I have to believe I'm changing one step at a time. My Spounsor and I talked a long while over why I keep getting 5 years under my belt in the program of AA and then going back out. He spotted 4 major things I was doing wrong while working the program of AA. I really do feel the Higher Power in my life is there for me as long as I put my hand out and ask for help. Well thanks for letting me ramble. PS I have 32 days today at around 6 pm. Hmm there I go again projecting LOL.
Friends hold both the power to excel your life, or destroy it. - Adam Murphy
That's awesome David! I love those moments when I realize that God (my HP) is STILL doing for me what I can't do for myself. Thanks to step 2, I have enough sanity back to see it. Congrats on 32 days!!!
