Hi all. I hope this post finds everyone well & sober tonight.
My day has ended up being another good day. I was a bit tired, not sleeping well from the crazy dreams, but once I got a cup of joe and started my day, I felt much better. It's midinght and I still have not wanted a drink so far, made it another 24 hrs, this makes 21 24 hrs in a row.....
I have noticed that with each day I feel better and better. Of course the daily grind of life is still there, but I seem to be handling it well thus far. My son has noticed I'm not so "cranky" and am interested in what he is talking about or doing........ It was mentioned in a meeting that there are some who after many months and even years desire that daily drink and it's really tough for them. i must say, I feel so blessed I have not encountered that "desire" yet. I guess my biggest fear today is that I feel too good - lol. But should the desire rear it's ugly head, I have a plan of action. 1) to ask God to deliver me from it 2) make phone calls 3)get my ass to a meeting.......
My boyfriend is awesome, we spent yesterday together and went out on his boat. On the way to the lake we stopped off to get ice, drinks and munchies, and he asked what kind of beer I wanted, I said "none' and he said OK (I haven't told him yet) and that was that!!
I have been told at work my attitude has improved and whatever I'm doing to keep it up.
So, guys and gals, this is where I am right now...... and I didn't drink, again just for today.
