So today I'm having an urge...same trigger as always for a day-time drunk; 45 miles out of town on a sales re-con mission in a town that doesn't know me from Adam. Hmm, that's an LQ I never knew of before...maybe THEY wanna buy some commercials?
No chance of a meeting, but I have my tattoo and my Gratitude List.
Wife, Kids, Little Girl on the way, my health, AA, MIP and then POOF! Trigger disengaged.
Your story sounds familiar? Oh yes Bill W. out of town on a sales call and he saw an open door to a bar and he had a tough decision to make.
Sounds like you followed Bill W's. lead and did what was required and put one more 24 hour day of sobriety in the bank.
Way to go!! Sane decision
Remember the Cell Phone is your connection to AA any where you go and at any time. Bill W. never had the luxery of that wonderfull tool. Its just too bad that the phone weighs so much at times and is so hard to pick up. When you do manage to pick up the phone relief is at hand.
Larry, ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ It's so hard when I have to, and so easy when I want to.
Great post, there's several of you traveling business people on mip that have strong tempts to drink on the road. It's that "nobody's watching" thing that one has to pull that coin out of the pocket and read "To thine own self be True". You do carry one of those don't you?
-- Edited by StPeteDean on Tuesday 16th of March 2010 03:08:59 AM
I am a huge fan of the gratitude list. I often need a viewpoint re-adjustment and it does the trick. It's cool that the nagging thought passed and that you came to MIP to post this!
But can I also be the devil's advocate and mention that even without those things, a drink wouldn't be in order? Gratitude is a good device to help with those nagging temptations, and God knows I'm all about wanting to be sober for my family and community, but in the long run there may be a time where that is not enough. I'm afraid to say this because I don't want it to be negative or undermine your great post. I just thought I'd add another layer to this thought process.
Thanks, Simple. I like layers...especially in chocolate tortes!
I get your point, though. What if I lost everything I was grateful for? Had nothing but death surrounding me, lonliness, loss of freedom and was completely infirm? Would I drink? I hope that I am never put in that place.
Michelangelo God Creates Adam from the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel. It's on my chest, from edge-of-pect to edge-of-pect with the space between the fingers perfectly centered on my sternum, so I see it every morning when I'm facing "the man in the mirror". The space between God & Adam's fingertips is where Faith goes...all that's missing for a connection between humanity to divinity.
My sponsor has the black triangle in a circle wrapped in roses on his forearm. He's a 30-year man and his tattoo looks 29 years old it needs some work.
The artist is Brock Swenson of Brock's Valhalla Tattoo in Decorah, Iowa. His work is easily on a par with L.A Ink & Miami Ink work. This is his face-book page. http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=505785629&ref=ts and that's where I found this pic. See more work in his photo albums.