well here comes another july 4th .  but this year it going to be different i cannot remember the last 4th that i wasnt sh  faced by 4 oclock. maybe this year i can go to the fireworks with my family and remember it. man did i waste alot of years . now sober i owe much to all here for helping me stay that way. im doing good   may god bless all of you!!!!!!!     wagon