I woke up this morning with not so much of a feeling of celebration but of gratitude. I was remembering where I was 2 years ago....jail. I had been arrested for my 2nd D.UI. I was so humiliated and was wondering just what I was going to do to get myself out of this one. Well little did I know that I was in for the ride of my life to get sober. Getting sober for me has really been a gentle experience. I know not many can say that. I had no idea I was an alcoholic. (everyone else did) But as I was told to go to 90 meetings in 90 days little did I know that it was a beginning of a new life. I thought wow why so many meeting and everyday! But I know now, that is what it takes to have the AA steps sink in. I was so amazed when thinks really started to sink in and make sence. I worry that the new comers won't stay long enough to let the program sink in. I relize now that I truly had to start thinking a new way. To open myself and listen and give new thought a chance. I couldn't believe all the emails to congratulate me from this forum! Thank you all for your kind notes. The fellowship of AA is truly life saving, loving and I am truly grateful for all of you. Funny how I just couldn't wait for my 1 year coin. Now I live today just like yesterday......one day at a time.
Thanks so much for this post Susie! And HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! I did the same thing to start my AA journey. Over 90 meetings in 90 days...Had a sponsor I called every day...These things are so important for people to hear that are struggling. Surrender to win!
Mark
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Thanks for your Post, could sure relate to your feelings of Gratitude rather than Celebration.....
Sometimes I think that HP, whom I choose to call God today might just possibly hang out in those cold, damp, grey, dark and cold floors of the Jails......so many Miracles seem to have a birthplace there. so happy for you today...
For anyone who doesn't understand this, when I got my 2 years in a member wrote this in my card and I loved it. Over here, we say it is wise not to make any major decisions in the first two years in recovery. So now I could make as many major decisions as I wished to - only I didn't take any notice of this good advice, and got myself into a pickle by not listening.
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