That is always nice to know that' I'm missed. I've been sorting out a lot of things since My sister died in September and been keeping busy with work and wat nut.
This past week I recieved a christmas from my other sister whom I haven't spoken to in 5 years, back in September was the first time I spoke since 5 summers ago. So I'm uncertain what her intentions are and a friend of mine said to day that maybe she's had alot to think about. Needless to say I ripped the Christmas card up and kept my niece's picture. I explained to a nother family member that if she wants my address and telephone number she could've asked me in september when she seen me.
My sister has done alot in the past and I know I have, I owned up to my end of what was my part, and well to this day. My sister seems to think she better than everyone else and well lets just say that the history there isn't really good to share. I told my brother that it wasn't do to lack of trying on my end to have a relationship with my sisters. Maybe that was part of my problem, was I tried to hard to make others life a little easier and just have to be accountable for my actions even after I quit drinking.
Hope I haven't been babbling but that's just my opinion, and well who know what the new year will bring.............
Thanks again mike for reminding that I am love...... an missed...........
Hello Tina, from across the pond in England. I have only just got back here after a break for a number of reasons, and yes it IS nice to be missed, as I was.
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Tina, I have a similiar situtation with my brother. Very rarely talk to him etc... My sponsor reminds me that just becuase we're blood relatives doesn't mean we'll be good friends forever. This happens to a lot of people. Looks like you did your part with cleaning your side of the street and making amends. Good work.. She may still be sick in her own way and harboring resentments and that's her problem/issues. We can only take care of ourselves- even when our minds tell us sometimes we're responsible for everything. Stay well.
