Oh my word, how great I have felt these past few days. I actually got to go to two of my home group morning meetings and was thrilled to see everyone as they were thrilled to see me. I really missed them! It's funny the bond you form in the beginning with a group of strangers and as time fly's by how they seem to just become apart of your life, your world, your peace a shoulder to cry on, just about anything you need you can get at a meeting. I miss it so much when I can't go but the reward when I can is so fulfilling. Sometimes I just know when it has been a minute longer than it needs to have been for me to not have been to a meeting. I seem more frustrated, angry, just uncomfortable. So I just try and listen to what is going on inside of me, because if I'm not ok inside than that little alcohol person could kick in and that can not happen. There are no more chances for me! Anyway I just wanted to share,I have not been on here in a while either. Hope all of you are well.
-Carla
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Don't tell God how big your storm is, tell the storm how big your God is!
Carla, Nice to hear from you. Your missed. Please hurry back to our fellowship here on MIP. Meetings mean a lot to me also. I feel needed, wanted and loved. Something I never felt while out there drinking. I also get a little squirrely when I get off track from my regular meeting schedule. My head gets a little more noise in it.
I really missed them! It's funny the bond you form in the beginning with a group of strangers and as time fly's by how they seem to just become apart of your life, your world, your peace a shoulder to cry on, just about anything you need you can get at a meeting. I miss it so much when I can't go but the reward when I can is so fulfilling. Sometimes I just know when it has been a minute longer than it needs to have been for me to not have been to a meeting. I seem more frustrated, angry, just uncomfortable. So I just try and listen to what is going on inside of me, because if I'm not ok inside than that little alcohol person could kick in and that can not happen. There are no more chances for me! Anyway I just wanted to share,I have not been on here in a while either. Hope all of you are well.