It's great to see your still here. I can understand what it's like to not know exactly how to say what I want, but I've found that a little prayer to my HP always "loosens" my tongue and help me think with a clear mind. We're here to listen when you want to share.
Wow could I relate to that. I saw some Post here yesterday, and rather than just re-acting, and responding, made a decision to let their messages sort of stay in my mind and heart and come back today with the words.
Hope Life is being very good to you, this has been, so far from what you have Posted, one difficult year, and I did experience my first year in that same way, very very difficult to go from a person that drown herself with alcohol not to feel. And then with the Program, the drugs and alcohol gone, and beginning to feel for the first time. That was one rough year, but did make through. That is all that counts.
We have missed you, and we did indeed celebrate your 1st year anniversary, someone down on this page, but the guest of honor was not there, well you were in Spirit. Hope it was a great 1st year anniversary for you. Growing pains aside.
Love and Hugs and looking forward to your words, when you come back and share them.
Aloha Crystal...you're still hanging on!! Great. You don't have to have the right words to say...all they gotta be are your own from your spirit/heart. ((((hugs))))
