Wendy's right lots of good people on here who really care. Weve all been there. Just keep coming back to this site. Get to some meetings. We do this together. I was thinking of grateful myself. It's almost 8 am sunday mornig here, no hangover, no drinking beer. I remember the days of getting out of bed during the night and slamming down 2 or 3 beers just to try to get a little sleep. Drinking at 5 am on a sunday morning because I had to!! This addiction is strong amd takes some work and HELP TO OVERCOME. Try to start readind the big book. All I can say is you found a good place to start.
i am new to this and to aa just trying to get some help for this darn thing they call addiction