Thats ok Danielle, and thanks for all the prayers. It's been hard coping and staying strong, as a parent. Found myself taking some emotional time last night and broke down into tears and than called my sponser last nite.
Lets just put it this ways, there are somethings as a parent that makes it so much harder. But I know that I can't take what has happened back, and got to allow my children to heal at their pace. There are times that I wish I could their pain and sorrow away to make it better.
I will evenually get over this as a parent and become stronger for my children. My daughter is my my inspiration and as well as my son.