Good to see you, Christine. I'm glad sobriety is getting easier for you too. Mine has been for me. The obsession slips away & life completely preoccupies me. My program is helping me bigtime. The fear is being dealt with also on a daily basis. I pray in the morning, hand over to my HP & ask for help with my self will. I'm glad I know how I can cause my own troubles & how to step out of them. I have to do a lot less than I think & yet still a lot more to keep things moving but now so much better manageable! Life is feeling so much easier than it ever did before. I know I have help & I'm never alone. I know when times are hard ahead I've invested so much into myself & into my family, friends & fellowship that I will be loved when I so need it most. Right now I'm enjoying it all as a pleasure & it's good to be able to give something back. From little acorns Big Trees Grow! God bless, Danielle x