We want to find exactly how, when and where our natural desires have warped us. We wish to look squarely at the unhappiness this has caused others and ourselves. By discovering what our emotional deformities are, we can move toward their correction.
Today I am no longer a slave to alcohol, yetin so many ways enslavement still threatens-my self, my desires, even my dreams. Yet without dreams I cannot exist; without dreams there is nothing to keep me moving foward.
I must look inside myself, to free myself. I must call upon God's power to face the person I've feared the most, the true me, the person God created me to be. Unless I can or until I do, I will always be running, and never be truely free. I ask God daily to show me such a freedom.
This reading speaks for it's self. I really have nothing to add except- this is the lock that acceptance is suppose to open.( If you can really truely be honest with yourself.) Here is where recovery began for me.
