and to check in, sorry I haven't posted lately, been busy with work, etc....... As well as dealing with a few situations that came about in Late October 2008. That surprisely enough I've been able to deal with it without drinkin or thoughts of drinking.
Tomorrow I'm gonna be out all day, dealing with some legal stuff isn't always easy or what it's crack up to be. A situation came about with family and it just about broke my heart, it still does.....
It also hit home for me, and brought back some bad feelings of what happen to me in my past, but i've managed to get the proper advice and councellin to help me through it to be stronger for my children.... Some days I have those negative thoughts, and feel at some point I can't sake em, I found my self calling my sponser more often and with the help from those close me as help me and my children through this ordeal...
I am right now am very compelled to uncertainty and well feel more at ease when tomorrow is over....... Stayin close to AA and my higher power, by the way I will also be attending this situation tomorrow and have the support of my sponser with me.. in person. Thanks for lettin me vent and hope all is well with everyone....
It only gets better each day and eventually, the old stuff in the past is dealt with, over and we thankfully move on!! Good job!
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Thanks for being here & for sharing with us, Tina. Blessings with you & a quiet strength of knowing you're not alone. We're doing this together & I'm glad you're sober Today, Danielle x
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Sounds like you are working the program well. Thanks so much for sharing as it also has helped me to know that we can get through tough situations without having to drink. -Scott
I know deep down right now it don't seem that way at the moment, but I'm sure this too shall pass.
Sometimes I have felt that I'm alone sobriety spell and it's an awful feeling, so I'm going to a few more meetings and getting that grap out of my system......
Tina, Hang tough! You've been a pillar of strength thus far. Yes, with the help of HP you'll go through whatever you're facing okay. Prayers going up. Wanda