things are going.... I have been unable to say no every day. Some days I jsut dont drink and others I just do. I know I would be better off if I was sober all the time. Whenever I drink I get attitude with my husband for working. I also become complacent with being organised. I think about the program sometimes and then I feel I can do it and then other times I jsut dont think about the philosophy of AA and I get sidetracked. I want to apply the program every minute of my life because I know that is the only way but I seem to drink when I am feeling happy like there are no problems I cant handle or when I am upset about someones actions. So that is how I am going right now. I downloaded the BB but I need to do more reading of it.
