When the chaos that is me returns I find that I'm Missing a step or stumbling- if you will. Powerlessness was my missgiving today and in that: I missed giving. I have been "trying" to control my two year old. It doesn't make sense that she should obey "King Marc" any more than God would! "All of my affairs" (except my family). This for me is Step One. If I don't use the whole program it can't use me. Everything happens for a reason. Just another lesson in progress. I'm glad we don't claim perfection! If I will not accept powerlessness I cannot take another step.