Thanks for your comments. I went to two meetings so far couldn't go the first day was a mess. What I finally did is pray. I was pissed I went back out and the few I sponsored went back out after I did. I do realize now after talking to a few old timers that is isn't my fault. I'm still shakey and just one day at a time. I am going to do my best just to post a Ramble of words each day...I'm not much of a writer,,kind of shy,,,Take care.
Yes, we are all pulling for you; as you all are pulling for me. I had 10 days, then had one guzzle of wine, made me very angry (and scared of the pull this crap has) but am now three days. I can never go thru the withdrawals and detoxing again - praying and exercising help me. Plus, I have found reading this forum (and making comments here and there) morning and night help me so much. Actually is saving my life. I was disappointed last night as this forum was having technical difficulties so I could not get on. So, I prayed and did some exercises instead! Keep us posted on your progress. It helps us all!
