Facing the demons of my addiction whew!Is that it?Who knew?
Events of seven years ago haunt me still.Is it guilt?Whoa is me?hell, no.I have humbly asked to no avail?
What do I need to learn?Is it that easy?Yes.It was the drink that killed me back then.Funny, that I dont remember how useless I was when I drank.I was a blob.Twisting my mind upside down and inside out. Even in the fog, I knew I was fighting for my life. How?
And I wonder why I feel this way?It was so crazy back then. My memory is mush.
Thankfully, I knew to heal somehow.I did eventually some wounds take longer than othersbut its the road of recovery for me.
Progress not perfection.
Fear is Facing EVERYTHING and recover.
Blah, blah, blahgrowing pains - relearning how to live again..sheez
