I changed.  I stopped taking it the degrading feeling that comes with my life. 

I saw where it was coming from and eliminated those triggers from my life.  I still cant understand it wholly but it worked.  It broke my heart but I could no longer take the pain of living.

So now, I do what I believe in.  Its a tough sell sometimes, but the benefits outweigh the downfalls in the end.  Just getting to the end can be a challenge if you let it.  The idea is to walk the walk, not just talk the talk. 

Move along, quality of life is everyday in the little stuff.  Its not the whole ball of wax.  Its living a journey that brings you to yourself and your wholeness frequently. 

No big climax but also no big disappointments either.  I get to choose where may happen, I have a choice to protect my heart and I can try.  Im human and I have a human heart so I may not succeed all the time, but I can at least try. 

Love will always be there.  Somewhere. 

I read a bumper sticker the other day.  Faith moves mountains.   Hope this works....

c.