I have been feeling totally wiped out today and in a fog. Just general exhaustion from the new job, home repairs, spring cleanup, and they turned the water off 3 times since yesterday to fix a water-main which burst down the street, so I got behind on all my chores. I had the day off so I stayed close to my bed.
I just got the urge a bit ago that "wouldn't it be nice to relax and forget with a glass of wine this evening..." Something I have never ever been able to do successfully.
So I share this, and stomp out the stinking thinking, and perhaps I will venture to the gas station for a chocolate bar instead. Better yet, a candy bar and ahot bathwill no doubt take me to a very relaxing place where my cares and stress wash away and down the drain.
We got a Nintendo Wii the other night and I have not yet played. Perhaps I will beat the crap out of the boxer on one of the games a little later. LOL
Thanks for listening, and I will not drink tonight. God is on my side, and so are you, this I know.
Joni
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Actually, I am going to get 5 BIG Hershey's with Almonds, just to keep on hand in the event of any future chocolate emergency.... :o) The evil hormone monster may be upon me....
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WOW!!! A hot bath, a 400-calorie candy bar, and a huge plate of perogies later, AFTER a prayer to remove the obsession to my HP, and I am truly feeling a lot better, and glad to be sober, and just about ready to ZONK....
:o)
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~~"It's hard to be hateful when you're grateful."~~
Hey- it goes away; ride it thru. Remember how it would feel to wake up tomorrow, knowing you drank. And how relieved and grateful to know that you didn't. I may be new at this but I know that hunger, stress, thirst, boredom, fear, emptiness,anger and even happiness can make me want to drink. If you stay sober, it will look different in the AM... BG
Joni girl! All that fattening stuff sounds great!!!! Glad you shared where youre at cuz we all get a little squirrelly now and then!!!!! Way to go!!!
Hope the job is going great and youre getting acclimated to all that is new and exciting!!! You deserve a rest so enjoy!!! Speaking of, Im hitting the sack now myself! Long night but it was a fun one!!! It is what we make it!!! L
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