I need to remember each day that deceiving myself about myself is setting myself up for failure or disappointment in life and in AA. A close, honest relationship with a Higher Power is the only solid foundation I've found for honesty with self and with others.
Reprinted from Daily Reflections, Page 117, with permission of A.A. World Services, Inc.
Thought to Ponder....
I cannot mend if I bend the truth.
Recovery Related Acronym
H O W = Honesty, Open-mindedness, Willingness.
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. "
Been working alot and the night shift is still a killer! Ive been tired so I havent gone to a meeting since Tues, when I set off the alarm!! Doesnt seem like a long time but also noticed I havent taken the time to get on my knees either! Still praying but its a half effort!! (on the way to work or in the bathroom!!) Half measures availed us nothing!
Being half assed about my program certainly has an effect on me. Not feeling bad but really just not feeling anything....Almost lethargic and feeling isolated! I dont feel like posting or welcoming anyone etc... So, just havent had much to say! (believe it or not!)
Joni's post made me think I need to buck up! I get so caught up in the things I need to do, work, running kids, keeping my husband happy, that I forget to take time for me. To work my program, go to meetings , talk to my sponsor....And, this is where I end up! Could be a bad place for me if Im not careful.
Had a great day yesterday. Husbands bday, went to an awesome restaurant...I guess I was just tired, five hours of sleep, and every single table had wine on it! Did THAT look good! Not to mention the fact that although I was in great spirits after work yesterday, driving home all's I thought of was a good stiff bloody mary!!! See where no action gets me!!!!!! But, Im "fine".....Whats the acromyn for that!!!! Off to my daughters track meet!!!!
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"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have. "
