Hi Rosie. I have a question for you. I read your posts and I identify with your  feelings, however I'm a bit confused as to where you are. Are you an alcoholic? One post you said "mental addiction, not physical" regarding alcohol.  You talk about food alot and being co-dependent, who isn't. I'm not judging or putting you down in ANY way shape or form, please don't take it that way. I'd just like to understand where you're coming from so maybe  I can relate a little better.........

Love and hugs,

Doll