just thinking about my friends who aren't popping in so often....
Cheri???
how are you doing??
OP???
miss ya, hope you are well
Rick??
are you safe and smilin'???
Ellen???
are you out there??
i saw nancy-jo below, hugs to ya
how are you feeling Phil and gammy???
and hugs to everyone, i need a group hug today
been romancing the idea of a drink this last week....i refuse to drink today, that monster isn't taking me down. Not sure why he's rearing his ugly head either...lots on my mind i guess
what else is new???? lol
i think i'm just one of those people who lives in her head....
some days i just have to say "shut up Wendy, just SHUT UP"!!!!!
think, think, think,
nooooo....
don't think, don't think, don't think!!!
anywhoooo, have a great sober day
awe what the heck, one more hug
Wendy
lol, i thought everyone did
Phil said
Sep 30, 2005
Just saying HI back Wendy--not much to say today--just trying to go with step 11. and workin 20 hrs--- Rick was going on a 2 week trip--dont know if hes left yet or not. --hes doing good. You have a good day.
Sick of being sick said
Sep 30, 2005
Damned ugly stuff, that alcohol. If I ever was to believe in a Devil, alcohol would be it. It pretends to be your best friend. It seduces you, promises you sweet bliss, and even when you're sober, it will occasionally say to you, "Remember all the fun we had together, when..?"
It's also a dirty liar, and will leave you hurtin' in the dirt, because it forgets to remind you that it also led you into trouble on many of those "great, fun times". It will steal your health, your money and your friends, and especially your loved ones. Then it disappears, to let you face the hangover, the humility, the pain, and sometimes, the law.
I'm working very hard, right now myself, to try to remember one of those horrible "day after"s, each time I get that sweet song cranking up in my brain. I hope to get to a time that, every time I get a thought of how "nice" it would be to have a drink, it will be immediately followed by revulsion at the thought because of the "nasty" things which will always follow.
Then I put a lid on the works, by capping it with the serenity prayer.
GammyRose said
Sep 30, 2005
Wendy, Hugs back at you! I'm glad you vented about wanting to drink, at least you know that's what you are feeling and talking about it. Just like Sick said alcohol is damned ugly stuff and we all know that.
I pray you make it one more day, sober, get up tomorrow and do it again.Step 1,2,3...I've been going to lots of meetings.
(((Hugs)))
GammyRose
nancyjo59 said
Sep 30, 2005
Here's for you Wendy,
Take Care
Nancy Jo
cheri said
Oct 1, 2005
Hey Wendy...I'm here...I read the posts daily but don't always respond to them. Depends on how much time I've got to play on the computer...
just thinking about my friends who aren't popping in so often....
Cheri???
how are you doing??
OP???
miss ya, hope you are well
Rick??
are you safe and smilin'???
Ellen???
are you out there??
i saw nancy-jo below, hugs to ya
how are you feeling Phil and gammy???
and hugs to everyone, i need a group hug today
been romancing the idea of a drink this last week....i refuse to drink today, that monster isn't taking me down. Not sure why he's rearing his ugly head either...lots on my mind i guess
what else is new???? lol
i think i'm just one of those people who lives in her head....
some days i just have to say "shut up Wendy, just SHUT UP"!!!!!
think, think, think,
nooooo....
don't think, don't think, don't think!!!
anywhoooo, have a great sober day
awe what the heck, one more hug
Wendy
lol, i thought everyone did
Just saying HI back Wendy--not much to say today--just trying to go with step 11. and workin 20 hrs--- Rick was going on a 2 week trip--dont know if hes left yet or not. --hes doing good. You have a good day.
Damned ugly stuff, that alcohol. If I ever was to believe in a Devil, alcohol would be it. It pretends to be your best friend. It seduces you, promises you sweet bliss, and even when you're sober, it will occasionally say to you, "Remember all the fun we had together, when..?"
It's also a dirty liar, and will leave you hurtin' in the dirt, because it forgets to remind you that it also led you into trouble on many of those "great, fun times". It will steal your health, your money and your friends, and especially your loved ones. Then it disappears, to let you face the hangover, the humility, the pain, and sometimes, the law.
I'm working very hard, right now myself, to try to remember one of those horrible "day after"s, each time I get that sweet song cranking up in my brain. I hope to get to a time that, every time I get a thought of how "nice" it would be to have a drink, it will be immediately followed by revulsion at the thought because of the "nasty" things which will always follow.
Then I put a lid on the works, by capping it with the serenity prayer.
Wendy, Hugs back at you! I'm glad you vented about wanting to drink, at least you know that's what you are feeling and talking about it. Just like Sick said alcohol is damned ugly stuff and we all know that.
I pray you make it one more day, sober, get up tomorrow and do it again.Step 1,2,3...I've been going to lots of meetings.
(((Hugs)))
GammyRose
Here's for you Wendy,
Take Care
Nancy Jo
Hey Wendy...I'm here...I read the posts daily but don't always respond to them. Depends on how much time I've got to play on the computer...
Love, cheri